You’re
achingly sweet.
Refrain from
doing that,
will you?
Frightened
that I
might fall,
I am;
Trying
to ignore
all your
lovely gestures
is like
trying not
to breathe that
it pierces
my soul.
(Source: larmoyante)
Sometimes I just wish I had a normal Christian family. Sometimes it’s not fun being the only person who hasn’t been going to Church and Sunday school their entire life. Sometimes it’s exhausting when someone asks “how can I be praying for you?” because a real prayer request would mean talking about things I don’t want to talk about, so I ask for prayer for grades when that’s the last thing on my mind. Sometimes I wish I didn’t call my mom everyday because talking to her always leaves me in a rut. Sometimes I feel like I can’t handle the life God’s given me. I want a normal story. A family that is proud of me. A mom that wants to hear about how my walk with Christ is going. A family that prays for me, prays with me, goes to Church with me, reads the Bible with me. I’m just sick of feeling so alone. OH MY GOSH, THIS. Like going to church alone on Sunday, having to look to friends and pastors for spiritual encouragement instead of my own family. I see Christian families take communion together and pray together and it honestly makes me want to cry sometimes. It’s hard.
(Source: abideinhislove)
I want to see how many people are proud of it.
so proud. :)
(Source: sleepylikeyeah7)
I want to see how many people are proud of it.
so proud. :)
(Source: sleepylikeyeah7)
And I’m like:
“GO JESUS!”
Nice.
(JAN.17,2011)
i wake up 5 mins. before my alarm rings :P the first thing came out into my mind is to Thank our Lord for the day and for the life he was given me.. :) although my back and my head is aching. still there’s a lot reason for me to be thanked for..really blessed day„ i’m able to go early in duty.. lazyness doesn’t come in me :P hehe.. and i can say that it was a productive day… hmmm it was the first time that i called my ex in his 2nd name :) TIMOTHY.. it was sweet to call him by that… and i really like him calling me little princess..or princess instead.. :) so sweet of him.. i really can’t believed that he really changed that fast.. but there’s no impossible in to our Lord.. He’s so amazing.. God speed… thank you Lord God.. may he maintain in your presence, maintain in Praising you oh Lord.. we will serve You Lord God as one.. we will lift your name on high.. Your will be done.. guide us and be in our center :) thank you Lord…
PRINCESS MEIMEI